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silver linings
I guess the good part of everything that's been going on since Friday night is that I've been praying more. I suppose it makes sense, it's still odd. Jak trwoga to do Boga, as they say in Polish. (In hard times, [all] turn to God.) Part of me wishes I was sleeping more, but you can't have everything.
I've also been cooking and reading and doing minor little chores and projects. It's a matter of wanting to accomplish things.
Yesterday at the church office I spotted an old mistletoe bear. I had quite a few editions of these as a child and when I started going to camp in 1988 at age 6, it's what i took with me because he would survive the northern woods better than my doll. And the American thing to do was to bring a teddy/stuffed animal, not a doll. Plus, Misiu, as he was known, could go in the wash. I think he came to IMSA, but I don't think he made it to Smith. And now he's up in the attic bedroom at my parents house and last night I just became so homesick for him. It's rather nonsensical, but all I wanted was my Misiu to snuggle with.
Starting at Smith, I've grown a wide collection of stuffed animals once again, and I have my favorite doll in the condo still, but they're more for display and sentimentality than anything else.
I've also been cooking and reading and doing minor little chores and projects. It's a matter of wanting to accomplish things.
Yesterday at the church office I spotted an old mistletoe bear. I had quite a few editions of these as a child and when I started going to camp in 1988 at age 6, it's what i took with me because he would survive the northern woods better than my doll. And the American thing to do was to bring a teddy/stuffed animal, not a doll. Plus, Misiu, as he was known, could go in the wash. I think he came to IMSA, but I don't think he made it to Smith. And now he's up in the attic bedroom at my parents house and last night I just became so homesick for him. It's rather nonsensical, but all I wanted was my Misiu to snuggle with.
Starting at Smith, I've grown a wide collection of stuffed animals once again, and I have my favorite doll in the condo still, but they're more for display and sentimentality than anything else.