walking on sunshine

[jagienka]

painted today! it was glorious. granted, it was in T&M discussion on the dumb map, but still good to cover my hands in paint. haven't washed it off yet because i love the feeling of paint on my hands.

i've done my papers this week, gotten a harvard psych who can see me through the summer, scheduled the pickup appt for my contacts, been social and cleaned up the condo a bit!
Yay productivity!

I had a lot more to say, but it went poof. for now, interesting lyrics that came on my ipod today


"Just not now" from "I love you because"

Stop there, Austen, hold it, freeze
Give me a second, would you please?
You said a lot there and I’m just not there
I need to think your honesty real
And it appeals to my emotions
Which is great, but I’m sure
Now’s no the time for romantic notions

I want true love someday
But, just not now
A picket fence cliché
But just not now
How can I make you see
Though this feels right to me
Now’s not the time to be
Quite where you are

You’re here too soon
And though I know
It sounds unfair
If you would wait for me, I swear
I’ll meet you there
I need some time to heal
And though your love seems real
I’m not prepared to feel
The way you do

Let’s take this time
We’ll wait it out
Or else we’ll crash and burn
I’m lost
And I don’t know
What true love’s all about
Please give me time to learn

I want so much to say
Okay, I love you too
I will, but not today
You know, I know you do
And though it’s hard you must
Control your hear and trust
I want with you
Just not now